Monday, February 8, 2010
Tomorrow is a big day for two of us baby loss moms. First of all, I hope you all will think of Holly (Carleigh's mommy) as she will be seeing her OB for the first time in this new pregnancy of hers. Please pray that her baby is where it should be at that everything looks perfectly normal.
Also, tomorrow is my anatomy ultrasound. The closer I get to 7:30 in the morning, the more nervous I get. I'd like to have faith that Seth will be completely healthy but I've learned that God's plans are not my plans. I do have faith however that whatever Seth's health may be, God will be with me each step of the way.
Please pray for God to give me peace. I know I'm in good hands and that Seth is too. Pray for his health and an uneventful ultrasound tomorrow. I hope with all my heart I can feel safe to start planning for Seth's arrival after we get a clean bill of health from the technician. I'm just so scared I will walk into a little ultrasound room once again with my heart full of hopes and dreams for my baby, only to leave with those hopes shattered and my dreams broken. I just need to get past tomorrow one way or another so I know what I'm facing... one way or another.
On a lighter note, I received these pictures from Megan of Wyatt's name in the snow! Seeing these pictures of his name gave my heart a much needed boost today. Thank you Megan!
Well friends, that's all for now. I will update you tomorrow on my appointment!